FUCK YOU FOR WAKING ME UP!

Iv never felt so hurt and broken before..
i dont want to wake when i fall asleep, please. I dont wanna wake...
Someone make the pain stop, please. It hurts so fucking bad.

If you really don't want me in your life then please say so,
Don't pretend that you enjoy my company,
i will honestly leave you alone,
i will go away and disappear,
Just like i came in your life,
I will do anything for your sake,
I will stop loving you, if that's what you wish,
But please don't ask me to stop remembering you,
because that's the only way i can stay alive,
Knowing that you're happy, keeps me going,
Knowing that you're smiling, removes all my pain,
Please don't ask me to stop loving, just like that,
I need a little time, i sure will try,
I'll hide my love,
i'll conceal my tears,
but please dear don't look too deep into these eyes
or you might find what i fear,
I'll turn my head,
I'll try my best to lie to myself,
That i don't love you,
that you don't deserve me,
I'll try my best to lie to myself,
that i don't care about you,
that I don't miss you,
I'll try my best to lie to myself,
that I've moved on, and that you're my past,
It hurts real bad,
But for the sake of your happiness,
I'll sacrifice my love, my happiness
For the sake of your love and happiness,
i shall go away, never to return again