I will rape your face, thank-you and goodnight.

had your heart broken

but the hope handed to you in the same hour...

that is a weird feeling

im not sure whether to carry on crying my eyes out

or to try and figure out what to do next

sometimes for her just to say "i love you"

is all i'll ever need

aslong as i have her


Ever had one of those people that you just can't seem to let go of and they can't let go of you? I'm in one of those situations where it's a girl and I just don't know if the trust is there, we've got a long checkered history between us, with some pretty rough patches between us because of something she did that hurt me really bad. she wants us to both forget about and move on together but I just don't know if I can trust her... the paranoia just keeps getting worse, I want to care but somethings are just hard to overlook.


mother fucking pissed off

had an completely epic weekend

but it gets put on a fucking downer

im angry i want to punch anything

and just freak the fuck out

why

tbh i cba to go into it cause i'll probably get something wrong

but im annoyed cause im not fucking listened to when all im trying to do is defend my self for a valid reason..that being im pushed i'll push the fuck back...
but im putting as much as i humanly can aside to put up with something that is winding me up cause its so stupid

but no im not allowed to explain that im putting alot of effort in to deal with it and get the fuck on

but hell if its so fucking easy for all the anger to be fucking directed at me and pin me the same fucking thing

so fucking be it just dont expect me to be fucking happy about it

just ugh

im actually that fucking pissed off

when it couldve been resolved so much simpler

but no have a go at me for "not listening" when i have been all along

tbh i dont want to be angry at all i cant help it when it escalates and then i get my control of it taken from me so i cant do shit


tbh i think the other sides the problem im just stuck cause its obviously my fault

FOR DOING NOTHING

apart from being a sarcastic cunt

thats all i'll need.regardless