I WONT let it hurt

i lost you yet again ! because you care more
for her then you EVER did for me !
i though it was bffs before gfs ! but not with you ! i guess
even though i feel like cutting my wrist upen badly !
i wont ! i wont let you get to me once more !
i wont hurt over you again !
i will move on !
maybe go back to my loner self !
it will make it easier !
NO ! i wont do that !
I WILL not THINK bout you ! EVER again !
even though i will miss you ! i will MOVE ON