This makes more sense the way I sing it >>

And I'm
Bumping into the darkness
And slowly becoming more heartless
as I wait,
and I complain
And I'm
Swallowing up distractions
As I'm watching for your reaction
as I wait,
slowly get drained.
And I'm
Tripping over my own feet
As I struggle for a repeat
of all the nights
I won't forget.
And I'm
Crying what's left of my heart out
So that all that's left is self-doubt
And I melt...
It won't happen yet.

So..I might forget about it
I'm out of they way and it's only 'cause of my freaking fault
I'm so stupid that now I regret not have given my best during the last 3 years
And now I'm paying the freaking consequences
Bah, I'll tell you guys later

So everyone thinks I'm Bi now.
To clear things up:
I. AM. NOT!
I assure you!
I've liked someone (male) for over a month! (and still do O.O)


Speak for me. Intercede for this mouth that has no words to speak. I'm challenged by the tackling wind and I'm crying out to you with pleas of surrender. I know what rescue feels like, just please remind me of its embrace. I'm not okay with concrete heart attacks, so please set me free.

Make me see my worth and let me know You are enough. I just want to be held. I only want my wings to work. When will I fly again?


Okay... this woman
Really much scared the SHIT OUTTA ME!
Look at her pictures..
I think I will die...
> __ <


I know what you're talking about....
And it makes me feel great. I'm fantastic. Amazing. Never been better!
Oh yeah, and I'm also sourly sarcastic...
In case you haven't noticed.
I keep finding out more and more things I wished I would never know. I am watching events I didn't wish to occur slowly unfold in front of me. Those things are happening, and it's just pissing me off and driving me crazy.
Things are changing too fast when they shouldn't be.
I'm discovering shit I wish I never knew.
It's changing my views and I'm left unsettled, but still painfully longing.
The wrong people are doing and saying the things I hoped the right person will/would do.
However, now I know the right person won't ever do those things.
And it's leaving me

irritated
sad
worried...and hopeless. Even more than I already have been.

You
have
no
idea
what I'm talking about.